May 2012
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Anonymous asked: WOW @ tumblrdatinggame(.)com WTF is this.. my little brother's roommate is on this and I think I saw you too lol
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recrucify replied to your post: I hate tumblr.
shut the fuck up. you are way too hard on yourself and you know DAMN well women will be naked with you in your future it’s your fault if they don’t because you’re too much of a pussy and not hopeful enough.
I don’t know if this is motivational or insulting.
I probably am too hard on myself. But at the same time, I’m not doing any of the...
I hate tumblr.
I know it’s my fault for following a ton of porn blogs, but it’s just really bringing me down.
The incessant reminder that I’ll never fuck again. That no girl will ever again have the desire to be nude in my presence.
That no one will ever, or could ever, want me again.
I know it seems like I’m saying sex is everything, and it isn’t. It’s just the focus of...
I haven't eaten in 36 hours.
And yet I still don’t feel like eating.
I’m either dying or becoming immortal.
I hope I’m becoming immortal. Because that would be awesome.
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Hello.
As I’m sure none of you noticed, I vanished off the face of the earth again for the last week or so. Clearly this is a common thing for me.
But this time it was legitimate.
With the exception of eating, sleeping, going to the bathroom and attending my sister’s college graduation party, I’ve spent the last 3 or 4 days working non-stop on a game for my final project in one of my...
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“It’s not 150 percent pure metal for me my whole life, you know? I love rock and...”
– Dimebag Darrell (Last Interview, December 1, 2004)
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Anonymous asked: WHERE ARE YOUR NUDES FOR GODS SAKE
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Dammit.
I hate the process of setting up a new computer. I was dreading this.
It takes so long to install all the necessary software and get everything all customized, get files copied over, etc…
Someone come install the rest of these programs for me. =(
MY NEW LAPTOP ARRIVED TODAY
I AM EXCITED
FINALLY I WON’T HAVE TO HAVE A GIANT FAN SITTING NEXT TO MY LAPTOP
AND I’LL BE ABLE TO PLAY MINECRAFT AND SWTOR AND DIABLO 3 WITHOUT LAGGING
AAAAAAAH! I AM HAAAPPYYYY
Sort of.
There’s also the stigma pertaining to the fact that my dad bought this for me. Something for which I’m always looked down upon… That everything is given to me, etc.
It sucks...
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1. What is your best friends name? Angel. 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? Black. 3. What are you listening to right now? King Diamond and Mercyful Fate. I just acquired their full discographies. I only had Them and Melissa before that. I love King Diamond. His vocals are awesome. 4. Whats your favorite number? 6. 5. What was the last thing you ate? I just ate some glazed donut holes....
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How hated do you have to be to not get anon hate...
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Cannot the kingdom of salvation take me home.
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People need to stop deleting their blogs and start...
I have so many blogs that I’m following that I can’t unfollow.
I ordered a new laptop yesterday.
darth-misium:
It won’t arrive until the end of the month…
I can’t fucking wait to be able to play SWTOR again!
sfdghfj
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you have a guitar solo stuck in your head but no idea what song it’s from or who it’s even by?
If I had to guess, based on how it sounds, I’d guess Megadeth. Except I haven’t listened to them in ages and I’m pretty sure this solo is from something I listened to recently.
Except I haven’t listened to much recently…
Daaamniiitt
Turned on anonymous for the first time ever.
Bring on the hate.
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I genuinely am paranoid that everyone secretly hates me, thinks that I am really annoying and awful, is pretending to be my friend, and that it’s all part of some big joke.
The grammatical errors were annoying me so I tried to fix it a bit. I’m too lazy to rewrite the entire thing, which I feel needs to be done.
Nevertheless, the ideas it communicates are accurate for me.
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emma-tallica replied to your post: I feel really weak and shaky. My body is telling…
I’m still here for you.
I feel I’ve pushed you away with my self loathing, incessant complaining, and refusal to grow up and take responsibility for myself. I feel I’ve caused you to lose interest in me. And I feel like I’ll probably always push anyone away who takes an interest because I...
I feel really weak and shaky. My body is telling me I need something really bad. I probably have diabetes or something. I definitely need something. Food, it feels like, even though I ate a few hours ago.
It occurred to me that I could die in my sleep tonight. I could be deficient in some horrible way that could kill me by morning.
My reaction to this realization was “bring it...
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It is delightful how incredibly hopeless my life feels.
It’s awesome that I’ll be alone for the rest of my life.
And I love that I have to give up the only things in life that matter to me so I can get a job that makes me want to kill myself. The fuck do I need happiness for?
I feel like cutting off my dick. I have no use for it.
I’m going to jam a screwdriver into my face.
April 2012
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I give up on sex. It’ll never happen again. I’m just fooling myself with any thoughts otherwise.
I’ll always be alone, exactly the way I knew I would be.
I can’t blame anyone for not wanting me, though.
I don’t even want me.
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